ok seriously, craigslist and i need to take a break. i have been googling and searching for all things coolidge corner. (fellow boston kids, this is where you tell me, “yes! move there!”) i love coolidge. seriously, love. and i really would like to move. to a place with some space. some sunlight. some life.

but do i want to move and have roommates again? this is the only concern. do i REALLY want to take a step back and do that? things that would be good  – new people (um hi, i’d like new friends. i love mine, but newbies? a good decision.), someone to split the bills with, a place to go after work that is further than a block. really, i think it’d be good. but there would be roommates. roommates don’t like when i leave dishes in the sink (note, i’m a better roommate to others than myself. that whole two week, no dishes thing? wouldn’t happen.). i feel like i need something new. a new space. a new plan.

remember when i wanted to give myself a schedule? i didn’t. and now i could. i’d be back to commuting though. i guess that isn’t a huge issue. trains almost always run. i’d get up earlier in the morning. which, um, i need to do. i could have coffee at that cute coffee shop on my way to work in the morning instead of blowing 6 bucks at starbucks. i could walk down the street to trader joes. ugh, so much would be wonderful.

but roommates? roommates after 2 years scare me. and packing. ugh packing.